Friday, February 03, 2006

haiz...it had been weeks since i blog le ba...haha...anyway..onli gt 2 viewers mah..so also no need updated so often....haiz..this wk...life still goes on as normal..i n yw still frens..no straneness liao..then i still avoiding vic..going to pass her a letter lo..haiz..maybe that sat be4 my bd..i shldn;t stay clsoe to her...but..the bus thr onli gt me n her alone...but...dunno leh...she start 1st...but..i can't do it leh...haiz...i juz take that as a funny way la...she hold my arms on the bus say wat scare fall off from bus...|| ...haiz...then let her hold lo...can't push her to another side mah...haiz...shld hv take a further bus wif sengy...so that nth will happen...haiz...nvm...all over liao...maybe this impression let her think that way shldn't to be thinking de ba...haiz...why mz this happen to me...even untill this yr...so sian n tired of tis..liao...so tired of explain to cherine i didn't do anyt liao...so tired of avoiding her liao...haiz...really veryvery tired liao...n during class...is like almost de whole class noe abt genie n me liao..dunno y..i juz hate that..maybe i need privacy ba...but is like last time i n yw lesser ppl noe ma...now every1 in the class is seeing us...haiz...making fun of us..really dun1 this to happen anym lo..u noe those bad guys n those seven flowers..haiz...actually is us didn't keep a secret la..so obvious lo..since last yr..everytim pass letters n sit together during ELlesson only...free sitting mah..haha...but only these only mah..haha..maybe i need a space to breathe ba..so tired of all those things liao..n also genie si also busy wif her dance n chingay parade thingy...haiz...i dunno y dun hv much feelings as the previous 1 leh...likw no memory leh...maybe juz start or maybe too close liao...dunno leh..i still questioning myself whether i did de write tihng on de 15 of jan...haha....so fortuate...14 of feb will be our 1 mth liao..n also valentine..haha...she tell me muz buy her present oh..haha...ya i sure will buy de..hehez...dunno leh...kb say i became more happy liao..after that...steady...nt sure leh..life still goes on as normal..onli that i feel a bit embrassed wif we2 together la...haha..but then is like talk softer n weeter than be4..haha..dunno leh...ahaha...actually be4hand...last yr from now i did like to ask her whether she gt like me or nt la..i really didn't expect much la..coz mi nt handsome or wat...haha..

frenshp:...haiz..this tihng i haven't talk 4 long time liao...dunno wat to say...haiz..my sort of best fren nico...last yr...as i say this yr...he is say nt my best fren anym...haiz..since he 1 to go to another grps of guys instead of me...then i can't say any disagree or wat mah...n nvm la..few mths left onli...march will be more ppl liao..then also won;t get to see him liao...but now every math lesson..both A n E...can sit wif him..coz banded mah..then condience that...nt much ppl i noe in that clas..except him..haha...so finally can sit wif him thru that lessons..haha..ya..really have fun...i coach him math prob..n he "bully" me..haha...i also dunno myslef whether he is my best fren or nt..is like...he is going wif another guy than me..mi nt jealous la...i am always alone de...haiz...then wif shiliang...haiz...scare liwen angry...aiya..dunno wat to do also..quite gd la..wif sl...normal good frens lo...haha...n few guys onli mah...wat u expect...haha...sian..so boring...write so much nonsense....sian..no body chatting wif me in msn neither..i felt empty n lonely now...haiz...listen to tian hui...haiz..my tian really hui liao...dun hv an quan gan from genie neither...haiz....to be honest..that feelings will gone in months time..TRUST ME..:'(

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