Monday, November 21, 2005
haiz...late at nite....11pm liao..n mi still sitting in front of the com...blogging...wah...yesterday have a "quarrel" wif my gor...wah...it really hurts ..really hurts my heart...whn he said "my di n meis didn't care me de"...haiz...dun say le..is it all over..past liao..mi dun think need to write down in detail la...no one will see this de la...haha..but still my respect my gor...haha..but also dunno he will forget this anot...mi didn't reply his sms-es yesterday..coz mi yesterday nite de feelings are like so confused...haiz...n also dunno wat to reply to him..haiz...this few months everydaes school in the morning...then choir everydaes...in the afternn sat also got...sun is the onli dae i can stay at home to rest...then i got care him lah...nt say i can;t bother abt him..is like their relationshp is like...mi n genie also can't help de lo...be4 that...october..still okay...de...can solve..but soon down to nov..things getting worst...i dun think we can help ...haiz...now mi facing my difficults...how to solve leh...mi is like no aid or advice liao...everytime mi on de hp...want to sms..my 1st will yw de num...but now end liao..i can't sms...her...coz...nt close liao..then samsam..also..he gt petrina liao...mi dun1 to add prob to him..then genie de schelede is so busy...she need time to rest...at nite...n morning n afternn...she gt many activites..tight schelede..haiz..then gor..he suffered from sadness..dun1 to bother him..let him recover 1st...haiz..but i dun think he will recover very quickly...haiz then victoria..haiz...dun1 ...nt that close..haiz..so i left wif nthin..but myself liao...haiz...everydaes play sucky play com games...juz 1 to get over the time...watch tv...haiz...i was indeed very happy to received msg...so happy n delight to hear the "peepee" sound...now still open n see gt new msg...then now waiting 4 his de...haiz..i think i really owe kb gor...my apology..haiz..i should care abt his feelings n spent more time wif him..n nt sitting infront the com..doing nth...haiz..these few daes i keep blaming myself...4 nt doing that...haiz...wat shld i do..he ask mi nt to forgive him..but i can't...i 1 my gor back...i want....he is my gor n onli gor..4ever n ever de gor...haiz..y fate muz let that fool us...so many obstacles..haiz..
apr 28/4 speech day...that day...he n other seniors ..mi dsn't noe him well la that time...think he is happygo-lucky then cheerful type de...but end up not..i rmb that time mi cry...wah so sad...dunno y...haiz..
july-aug he was one of the few seniors who came back to watch us rehearsal de ndp thingy..
then we dance n have fun together...haha...if i am nt wrong..those steps..almost all is mi taught him de..haha...
2/9 fri we walk together from sch to compass..then we walk walk...alone...long way..talk many things...that time we still gay-ing..haha...he keeps think mi gay..haha..but mi nt...n that's y my intro of this blog is "i am nt gay...i juz care2 much 4 my frens"
3/9 sat haha...we..eric..wj n him...go to cgs(cresent gal sch)...haha..at redhill...to watch their performace...so happy...hehez..mi sit wif him...then have fun...eat the same stall of noodles...he is like indeed my gor...help me carry those foods n buy mi soya bean milk...hehez:D
8/9/05 thu he was the 1st 1 who taught me how to fold a straw heart...that's how my 125 straws hearts(now still at my room)..came abt...i still can rmb...that time at burgar king..haha...then be4 that...we were alone at the rangung LRT station de bus stop..waiting 4 bus 87...then talk many many things...
9/9 fri veri nice foodcourt...1st day open..mi...youhock...n him go there makan...haha...then he go his ah-ma hse near plaza...haha
24/9 sat i n him go to kovan mall to buy bd present...n take the neoprint..haha..so fun that time...2 big guys take neos..but i got keep those neos...n paste in my wallet...the big 1...haha...those posture..haha...mi wouldn't forget de...
13/10 thu he came sch early juz to teach mi a math qns...but i didn't score well..but still can con't take..in the last 15 mins..he taught mi many many probs..un-tied my math probs...wah..really thank him...
18/10 tue we walk alone after choir to plaza then i eat chicken rice...n he eat noodles..haha..then he pei me walk hm...then show mi his sms-es...haiz..then he said he noe de way..haha...then really got it..haha...
There are still more la...but mi lazy to write..haiz...humans are like...whn he/she is around that time..u didn;t treasure him/her...now she/he away ..moving further n further from u..then u regret last time shld actually spent more time n care more 4 him/her...haiz...if u have seen this ..juz 1 to say GOR...SORRY AH...MI MAKES U WORRY LIAO...DUN THINK 2 MUCH...SMS MI ANYTIM BA...MI WILL BE THR 4 U...NO MATTERS IF THERE IS THUNDERSTORM OR RAIN O SHINE...MI WILL BE DE UMBRELLA 4 U...TO SHIELD U...DUN WORRY N BE HAPPY ALWAYS....MAY GOR-DI RELATIONSHP 4EVER N EVER...THANKS GOD 4 LETTING ME NOEING U N U ARE MY BEST GOR...REALLY REALLY THANK GOD!!!
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